Losing Grip

It's been 4 years since u left us.
And yet the 4th is the hardest.

...and here we go again...

I hate when it comes but it keeps on coming.

The feelings of I-want-to-disappear-from-this-world accompanied with an I-don't-know-what-to-do is sure not something I badly needed now.

Trying to recall the memory of when this feeling started.

and it wasn't that long ago.

Will it stop or will it stay?

Will it grow or will it die?

the answer is nowhere but here, here with me?

Put the blame on you and everybody's here

still it doesn't satisfy the "me" side

DAMN!!!!!!!

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