phew…
many things get on my nerves. but i don’t know how to express it. i just feel such kind of lost. sometimes i feel numb and hatred are all over my mind. sometimes i am very ignorance to others, or befriendly though. i keep all of me myself then find it difficult to share with others. one day i am in a rush of love, another i am shrinking in jealosy and anger.
Otokajji??
-sk-
May 17th, 2010
Why?
Been waiting for the days to come,
Where intimate fills the air
How nice would it be??
A moment … just for a moment
It is worth to remember
A moment … just a second
It is no longer there
Life...
Full of secrets and surprises
Reality and imagination become one
Nobody can guess what’s next
Not me …
Not you …
Not even us …
So...
Why wonder??
-Mei-
19th March 2005
A Fool…
u shake my world without warning,
no sound…
in a very smooth way.
startled with that…
it began to response..
slowly but sure,
this lonely heart of mine
is no longer exist.
far beyond my concious…
I am stepping out leaving things behind,
things that will remain silent and unspoken
Hmm…..
no……
it’s not okay!
or …..
ok, just go on….
but….
Ough….!!
somebody help me??!!
feeling doubt and worry…
will i still be the stupid me?
will i still be in the same track again?
will i ended in the same way?
dissapointed adn neglected??
AGAIN………..?
-Mei-
May 27th, 2007
Me and My World
I hate the world today
Feels like ignored inside of me
Those laughing and intimate were gone
Leaving me and my world..
I hate the world today!
Those things are suck!!!
Emptiness and vapidness,
Lived inside me and my world
I hate the world today
Knowing why this could happen
Happiness and purity come to me
Why don’t you……?
-Mei-
[November, 2001]
